It has been waaay too long!

So,
it has been waaayy too long since ANYONE has posted! so, i thought as a future writer, it is MY duty to resart this blog from the ashes of lonliness!
ok so update:
my boyfriend broke up to me. postitive start to a blog right? and what's worse,
you may ask?
i'm still following after him like a puppy dog. i am... pathetic.
anyway. instead of whining, i thought to tell you what i'm OCD'ing about this week:
I LEAVE FOR CHEER CAMP ON TUESDAY!
so that's what i'm OCD'ing about this week.
this was me, signing off:
OVER && OUT,
XXthislove,thishateXX

Like Magic.

It's amazing how close you can be with someone, and a little dispute can take it all away.

Bad habit

Ok so I have this bad habit of accidentally making friends with bullies...One time in first grade I was sitting on a bench eating my sandwich, along comes Ryan (no not Ryan Dodd, this other Ryan that comes to my school) aka future bully. Aaaaaaaand he spits on my sandwich.... I was like wtf?! so I threw my sandwich at him. (Hey I was in first grade what was I supposed to do?) Then he starts laughing O.o

So we became friends like that (weird huh?) 5 years later I'm bully proof and am stared at by ''victims'' because I'm his friend...o.o

Today was Normal.

I had a good day.. It was normal. Boring. Whatever. I'm ready to stay home alone... So I can blare my music! :D Soo... bye for now! (:
-3/17/11 at 4:53PM. Texas, USA-

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god i had a horrible day. ehson didn't talk to me at all): )': but... at the cheer bootcamp, here's a convo between me and mrs.D

Mrs.d: here's a copy of the cheer and the dance. learn it.
me: psh. mrs.d i already know it!
Mrs.d: --smiles and winks at me--

*sigh* i'm just sad. why wouldn't ehson talk to me?!?

well, i'm out.

sincerley (and sadly)
je t'aime (if he still loves me.)

Colin Scott is Gay.

Hai thar! It is Olivia heree! hehe. My day was epic. I had tennis practice, and had lots of fun talking to my friends at school. But school is just boring, I only like it for friends.. hehe. P.E. was awesome... and me and dekendria concluded that Colin Scott is indeed gay. He hugs the other dudes and jumps on their back like a wild monkey.. mhmm. He also has this 'rape scarf'. yup. And then my friend Emilea went and kicked him in the balls... She is now epic for that. -high fives emilea-. so yeahh..
-random convo between me and dekendria-
Me; -starts dancing randomly in PE-
Dekendria; Stop dancing, this isn't a strip club!
Me; I know, but I gotta practice for later in life when imma strip with hawky at a club called xat.
Denkendria; -lmao-
Rebekah (standing behind me); o.o
Dekendria; lmaoo

yup, soo byee! -posted at 3/16/11 6:05 PM, Texas, USA.-

Emotions.

Emotions.
We'll start off with that.
Anger.
This person thinks they can just go and call my friend names, while I'm offline.
Guilt.
For not being there when my friend needed me. While they suffered, I was enjoying myself, playing a silly video game.
Regret.
I regret meeting this person. I honestly do. They're obviously not a good friend to hang around with, seeing as they had the courage to insult my friend.
Fear.
What if this messes something up? What if, because of this one person, I lose more than I bargained for? Could I lose ALL my friends?
Confusion.
Am I going with the right side? Was my friend insulted for a good reason? I wouldn't know, seeing as I wasn't there.

Quite a few emotions, I know. Well this is Raymond, posting this blog at
3-15-11 11:09 P.M. TX, United States